2003

12/28/03
Mood; sick of being social
Music: project pitchfork - requiem
i try my hardest to be social and yet im ignored.....each girl i meet has a boyfriend already....or they have no intrest in me..... or they live so far away that its imposssabe to even see them.....

12/25/03
Mood: sort of happy
Music: Oakenfold - Dread Rock
well i hope to have the forum configured and back up

and oh ya i have an LJ account now......yay...although this journal is way better and more easer to edit

Roo has to work all day on x-mas and new years so bah to all of you who wake up in the morning to open cloths and other crud.

12/20/03
Mood: Blah
Music: Deftones - Change (In The House Of Flies)
ok so i was a bit pissed at the forums so what they don't send emails anymore and everyone get a error now i just wont know if anyone goes to it....

12/18/03
Mood: Pissed off
Music: KoRn - Right Now
u know as long as posts are being made....i dont give a rats ass for that error message everyone but roo gets....so shutup and quit complaining to me about it. there nothing i can do about it

12/14/03
Mood: confused
Music: Tool - Parabola
ok so there seems to be some issues with the forums....well ill take them completely offline and reinstall it sometime soon...and hope the database that I will back up stays there with all its data.

12/12/03
Mood: Happy
Music: Hatebreed - unloved
YAY! its snowed last night! ^^ happy gryphon....

12/11/03
Mood: Annoyed
Music: Deftones - Change (In the House Of Flies)
It's RAINING......and only a few weeks till x-mas....damnit i want SNOW NOW!

12/8/03
Mood: Sleepy
I'm redesigning the website a bit to test out some new stuff I'll post a beta later this week

12/5/03
Mood: Amused
Music: Arch Enemy - Black Earth - Dark Insanity
wow it's been almost 3 months since I started this thing

12/3/03
*Update*
Well it seems that 3 hours of screwing with my router settings and 2 phone calls/rants to adelphia I got my internet working again.

ADELPHIA SAID THAT THEY DON'T SUPPORT ROUTERS WELL I PROVED THEM WRONG! TREMBLE BEFORE ME!

12/3/03
Mood: Still pissed at Adelphia
Music: Hatebreed - Smash Your Enemies
Adelpha doesn't support routers!

ok so this may be my last post here because my parents need the internet more then I do....**cough** RIGHT! Fuck they don't even know what to do and all they do is check there email and they cant even do that right...

12/2/03
Mood: Bored/PISSED
Music: the TV/FM radio tuner card in my comp
no internet access... cable company will hear my wraith!

I'm posting this with my internet connection from Netzero AND I ONLY GET 9.6KB/S FROM A 56K! SON OF A BITCH PHONE LINE

12/1/03
Mood: Getting Sleepy
Music: Beethoven - Moonlight Sonata
this music should lull me to sleep ^^

anyway....if you are new here checkout the forum and REGISTER :) therefore I will know if any new people visit.

11/28/03
Mood: Accomplished
Music: Hatebreed - A Call For Blood
Well guess what cleaning my room does? Its uncovers lost high school art. ^^ its now posted and ready to be mocked at :P

11/27/03
Mood: Inquisitive
Music: Static-X - This is Not
Ok today is thanksgiving....its time to eat a big dead bird that most likely lived in a small cage its whole life and each day shot up with growth hormones to turn it into a fat blob of meat for us to eat...hope your HAPPY now......

Mood: Creative
Music: Carmina Burana - O Fortuna
ok so I had a change in music....So what...Carmina Burana is one of my favorite composers...as well as Bach and Beethoven

anyway I added a image preloader to most of the site.. not much else though I might try and draw something if I'm bored at work again.

Mood: Tired and annoyed
Music: Hatebreed - This Is Now
gerr I hate working when I not supposed to be scheduled AND THEN work overtime.....ALL I WANT TO DO IS GO HOME AT 7:30...NOT 9:00

Mood:...bored
Music: Smashing Pumpkins - Zero
I'm bored....so I went searching for animated gifs....I found this one amusing... I wonder why I like animated gifs so much now.....its a cheap graphics that moves and is SILENT....slowly I go more insane as the days go by

Mood: sleepy....
Music: Earshot - Get Away
I need sleep....2 days....12 hour shifts....need sleep

Mood: Regretful
Ok look about the rant about the Cali fires...i wasn't in a vary people friend mood that entire week and when i work for 12 hours each day of the week and get constantly annoyed by a brat of a brother i don't have much tolerance when i come home for stuff like that...anyway...Poof....im sorry for being an ass and i know i suck at apologies...

Mood: Quiet
Music: Mushroomhead - Epiphany

another animation <meta name="keywords" content
I am bored and lonely...and no I did not draw it

Mood: Amused
Music: Dr Demento - They're Coming to Take me Away
heh I just downloaded a program to make animated gifs...this is what Roo came up with

Mood: meh
Music: Tool - Parabola
hmm I feel better today...much better. Yesterday was work my ass of and get paid $7.60 an hour for 13.25 hours. I wasn't vary happy that day. because I don't do mornings and I had to get up at 6.

Oh ya I gave up on the JavaScript menu system. If anyone knows how to edit and work java let me know.

Mood: o Fuck
why do I bother with this site and the forums who goes here anymore....I have what three people that regularly post stuff. it's practically dead...will any one miss this whole thing?

Mood: Still Confused
Music Tristania - Dementia
JavaScript is vary hard to configure and work with.... but I will make it work! I will redo my menu system with java.

Mood: Confused
Music: Tool - Forty six & 2
Well I'm slowly going to convert the links part of the page into java script menus... java is kind of confusing when you look at he code then try to toy with it and get it to work with the site. As of now there's a java clock to keep time on the site.

Mood: Sic
Music: Project Pitchfork - requiem
Halloween came and went....but did I get any CANDY no I had to work... good thing I got candy there and I got to dress as Death....

Mood: Amused/Happy
Music: Dimmu Borgir - For The World To Dictate Our Death (Lyrics)
You know what with all those fires in California burning all those MILLION DOLLAR HOMES down kind of makes me feel happy. I'm sick of all those people in California who think there BETTER then the rest of the people WHO WORK FOR A LIVING just because you happen to make a few MOVIES and all that crap doesn't make u any more different then me. SO if your house BURNS and it cost a few MILLION to build and everything you worked for is now GONE, I'm a happy person because you can BURN TOO FOR ALL I CARE. Stop your whining and make another movie and another 20 million in profits and build another one and I hope another fire or hopefully a big earthquake destroys it again and ill sit and laugh at you.

Mood: Sleepy
ITS 2:40 IN THE MORNING! Why cant I sleep anymore? IS it because of insomnia or something? Anyway....Roo is off to bed and try to get some SLEEP!

Mood: Content
Music: The Matrix Reloaded Soundtrack
Well after 2 days of B.S-ing I finally got around to scanning two old yet somewhat decent sketches. They were drawn out of total boredom while in my English class my senior year.

Mood: Blank
Music: The Doors - The End
Well after going threw a few things in my room trying futilely to clean it up, though I'm to lazy to make any dent. I found a folder from my senior year with some artwork in it that I made in my English class. It's too late to post them now, because the scanner is downstairs connected to the other computer and I don't want to do it. But I will scan and post them tomorrow... maybe.

Mood: Tired
Music: KoRn - Right Now
Well it seems the FTP server is complying with me and I can FINALLY update this thing...though I really wonder how may people read this... so if you do like this site JOIN THE FORUMS and leave a message so I can see just how popular this site is

Mood: So vary sleepy
Music: its in my head and it wont stop
sorry for the lack of updates....I've been actually doing stuff for collage....*shock....drop dead*

but anyway another reason for the lack of updates is the RPG called Ragnarok... so fun...

Mood Tired
Music - Rage Against The Machine - Wake Up
well a 12 hour day at work just KILLS me.....gerr gotta get up early yet AGAIN on a weekend....

Mood: Content
well I got a forum up.....wow...all I need is a friggin counter so I can see how many ppl go here

click here for the forum ...for now I'm going to update more later...I feel lazy

Mood: Could care less
Music: Dimmu Borgir - Death Cult Armageddon
look HERE'S more useless shit

Mood: Happy
Music: Marilyn Manson - mOBSCENE
Look what I found.... This is extremely amusing. Oh ya here's more if ya want it

Mood: Hyper
Music: Dimmu....thx again DF
If you have a cable modem and like Dimmu Borgir... CLICK THIS NOW

Well I don't have a web counter yet...I don't know how to make one WORK so I don't know how many people visit this thing....so if u have....give me an e-mail :)

Mood: Vary Amused
Music: Slipknot - Sic
heh found this site funny and vary amusing.....and no I'm not Christen nor I'm any religion....so if you take offence to that...go back inside your church and never come out

Mood: Content
Music: Dimmu CD
Well guess what I'm listing too yep what written above...I like it...nice and dark....fits my mood. The band reminds me of Cradle of Filth and Rammstein all mixed together to help make me happy.

Mood: Bored
Music: My new Dimmu Borgir CD :)
Well I'm bored, again don't know what to do.

Mood: Amused
Music: Rage Against the Machine - Wake Up
I found this to be VARY interesting....if this is a new game coming soon....I want it.

Mood: Annoyed
Music: Deftones - My Own Summer
Ok so I Finally get my cable back to cooperating with me.. I think it decides to disobey me and wont access the net....and the modem get punished with my merciless beating.

Mood: Extremely Happy
(Morning Edition, its like 1:30 a.m.) Well guess what I got 500mb ad-free web hosting :D YAY! THANK YOU WHITE WOLF!!
I guess ill make two editions from now on... since I'm up at unheard of hours of the night...thanks in part to mild insomnia. I guess you want to hear me rant and rave about how my day went so ill make an afternoon edition as well....

Mood: Sleepy
(Afternoon edition 4:18p.m.) well my job at work today was so fun and easy...all I did was give people there food and wash the dishes after a 15 minute break....and its in a nice small room where hardly anyone bothers me and I get a radio or a CD player to listen to. and ya I got a lot of time to draw :p only problem with my job is I haft to get my lazy body up at 6:30 in the morning and I'm not a morning person.

Mood: Annoyed
Current Music: Dimmu Borgir - Stormblast
Ok first off I worked on the photo page for 10 whole minutes and I was too stupid to remember to SAVE it and when I was just about to hit save and the fricken power goes out! Why does the world's best country have a power grid that more like Afghanistan or Iraq?

9/10/03

Mood: Content
Updates.... and more changes that my insomnia helped create

9/9/03

Mood: bored/happy
Well I got bored and made my own web journal...for free....now you get to see me ramble about stuff... Yay for me for actually deciding to do something besides doing nothing
Though don't expect a book....I hate writing and don't care much for grammar. and yes I got the idea from another site...well a bunch of sites and now I made one

My snout is too high in the air. Okay, you know what, you're 18 years old, right? Then possibly you should act like it. Realize that some people will be alone, maybe even forever. Quit this self-loathing and self-pity trick, because it is not working. You don't gain friends with self-pity. It shows weakness and helplessness and no one finds that suitably attractive. Trust me, this shit won't work.

So, while I take my breather, maybe you should get yourself out of your shadows for some fresh air and a social life.